i can not get enough of tlc's "say yes to the dress." that is the one show that convinces me that i should get married. i wonder if that's a bad thing. i think it's because all these women, in that specific moment where they are wearing the wedding gowns, are so sure about marriage. they truly believe that they are marrying the man of their dreams. and they are sure that life after marriage will be happily ever after. there is no doubt about it in their minds. and i think i'm fascinated by it. but also very moved by it as well.
just watched "valentine's day" which is essentially a very bad version of "love actually" but nonetheless enjoyable. it just reminded me again how people just want to be loved. it's so simple. yet we make it so difficult for ourselves and those around us.